I’m really confused at this point because I simply can’t achieve the same results off the adderall. I wish luck to those who are trying to quit and are continuing to do better for themselves. I am completely powerless . So I left the conversation with telling her that she is loved and nothing is going to change that and I hope she finds peace. Adderall is a short-acting amphetamine, which means they take effect about 30-45 minutes after taking them and are effective for 3-4 hours. He was the chill to his crazy. I couldn't seem to figure out who he really was. a few months after being together i found out she took adderall and i didnt think much of it. Adderall's effect on romantic relationships? It makes a lot of sense(your info) that's why I like working with my hands it keeps me busy. (3) You want to be promoted in your office. lol ) I decide in my life it is time I take a chance and I fly to be with him for a couple of weeks. I want to help him…I want to be supportive, patient and understanding. Will I be stuck waiting, powerless and silent for something that may never come ? I’m constantly being non-committal and pushing her away and she feels like I never tell her anything about what I’m thinking. Im looking for anyone who can help, my email will be attached at the end. If you do it right, they will be quick to take on the role of your angel. Let them know that it’s going to be a long trek, but that you’ll both be all the stronger on the other side. I cheated on the love of my life with my ex boyfriend who had treated me horribly. We were dependent on each other. My doctor upped my dose to avoid crashing, and this is when I turned into an emotionless, unmotivated, isolated zombie. I'm 30 now. I think it’s wearing off. Though we dating again with the help of a great and reliable witchdoctor Metodo Acamu, it still hurts a lot that i had to pass through all those pain. (Bueler.............Ferris Bueler...................:), Submitted by Mr.E on Sun, 07/24/2016 - 22:00. There and then i contacted Metodo cos i had no money to travel all the way to Chad. If I don’t talk to them, or see them, it doesn’t even bother me. Yep… Adderall is the easy way to escape your feelings, but I know those feelings are still there… Somewhere. It may last a few weeks at the most, with good results in my romantic relationship, but then I start taking little bits and more and more and it ruins us. I love him with all my heart…but he thinks im weighing him down. The guilt made me miserable for about 7 or 8 months. Adderall gets me moving and motivated to get things done at work and home. It’s great that you told him how you feel about Adderall. primarily influenced by estrogen, can affect how bioavailable Adderall is to her body. Even without the adderall, I’m still interested in sociology & sustainability, & globalization … & all that other cool shit! email him at altimatespelltemple@gmail.com …..ANNA, How Hormone replacement therapy helped me with Adderal, Well, I have been on and off Adderal for years, never liked it, I have accomplished amazing things naturally, I mean amazing things, got huge positions as an executive, started businesses, but all went amazing till I was inconsistent or couldnt do tedious stuff. I don’t know what to do. But if I didn't eat, which I am never hungry, it felt like drinking a pot of coffees I get paranoid that I'm acting weird. I had no home there but just the apartment we both bought together. This is a source of shame for him in your relationship now, due to your ultimatum. All my friend thought i was crazy because even when they tried to help me i pushed them all away so basically i was all alone in my world of pain i had already given up on life i mean i thought to myself if can’t have Sean, i was not going to live to watch him be happy with someone else. Award-winning bookBuy paperbackBuy KindleBuy audiobookFree chaptersMore info. I can tell you that I used to believe in quitting and being off of it, but who the hell will date you if you don’t make any money, get fired from your job, lose your business etc… the key with adderal is less is more. Ending note: dont let adderall change who you are and if it is atleast acknowledge it, and let the person who you are with know. My wife is still adjusting to Adderall me and she is pretty mixed about it's effects. he was special to me. I know this sound crazy but it was just what happened. He said he does not want to lose me, but I hate feeling like this drug is also pushing us farther apart. Thanks to the folks who have spilled their hearts out on this web page I realize I can no longer be involved with her. I highly doubt it. (I’m a big believer on nature vs. Nurture and). I am aware that I ultimately make my own decisions. To take a Year or two off from college and work for a national park or at starbucks or Park City or Vail as a ski bum. Lots of arguments with my boyfriend recently. How can someone be close to someone on adderall who tends to be cold and unfeeling? They just suggested that it wouldn’t hurt to try it. I’m not sure what to do, I do want him in my life, and I am content being his friend, but I also miss the old him. I decided to talk to him about it, and he told me that it was best for both of us not to be together anymore. It's so true. The date of the wedding was already set when i realized that if i don’t do something to stop the wedding i would lost her forever. I know this all sound crazy but its so true and real life so. He would also tell me all the time how he felt that I was really good for him. So dumb-ass me… I took him back and we re-married after a 4-month divorce. well, anyway the whole staying out of relationship thing & all that right now is a question that i often ask myself – veryy often. Say things like “look, I know you want the old me back, and I’m ready to do that for you because I love you, but it’s not going to be all roses”. I feel so fucking sad and alone and abandoned, all because of this cursed drug !!! This post was my relationship spot on. I realized that was why I got the “tweeker” vibe when I first met him….his eyes were all bugged out but he told me he was drug free and a non smoker and non drinker. Her recomendations to do this show nearly the exact same recommendations suggested by the exerts for those who have ADHD to the letter and the reasons why. I didn't like that in me cause growing up I was called annoying. Just because you’ve come to the conclusion that Adderall is poisoning him doesn’t mean he agrees. I'm kind of a bottom line guy who always wants to know "why" and without going into this any further and just jumping to the obvious here....it appears the suggestions made for those who have ADHD line up exactly with this new research which suggests to me....if the side effect of following these suggestions works to help promote new brain cell growth and manage your ADHD symptoms at the same time....actually knowing exactly why the two strategies appear to be identical is kind of a moot point if you ask me since the results that you want are the same regardless of which criteria you pick. I still miss them and wish we were able to spend more time together, but I no longer feel rejected. But even the best angels can get impatient with the negative side-effects of quitting. I confessed to my boyfriend because my soul was black with guilt. He was so sweet to me in creative ways. That’s a problem. Submitted by Mr.E on Mon, 07/25/2016 - 21:33. Unfortunately everything can change in a heartbeat. I feel so much better after walking. She became very selfish and i knew that i didnt like what i was seeing/feeling. My ex bf finally came around and tried to get back with me, and I didn’t even care. The world has a way of categorizing how you should act. I am considering it. Why should you expect a call back from him when he knows you’re judging him for his medication? I am so over joyful as my month can not start to say all that really happened, It happened when i saw Ajayi advert online talking about been the best when there are so many spell casters online that i have used that has failed me.I spent almost close to $8000 dollars online for those spell casters that ripped me off my money without any result. Its been great since but as I slowly have unintentionally upped my dose at work I find myself doing things like playing with legos for far too long on our us time orbeing distracted by the lawn mower guys when she comes to see me on lunch. I couldn’t even bring myself to think that my twin sister can put a knife at my back Yes i know everything about our childhood and youth age was always about who is better that who in everything and frankly i was better that me in academic aspect of life. Click here to read a longer, more comprehensive disclaimer. But when I spoke to her she said they were soulmates. I have always had to work very had to get what i want but she, things just falls in her lap without having to labor for it. Recently my wife was diagnosed with ADHD and put on Adderall.It does help her greatly with focusing on a single task and puts her head to rest at night helping her sleep. That’s a great place to be. More information is here. This site is so very insightful. Violate trust. Its not like that all the time of course. I was waiting for him to pull my script. Both are Schedule II … Unfortunately, I’m getting to a confused breaking point! I’ve tried bringing him back without mentioning the Adderall. The benefits of this drug (though I question if there even is any) will never outweigh how important it is to just simply be happy and loved. We’re in different states already, and the future is so uncertain when we’ll be separated by the ocean. Perhaps the hardest times are when someone is coming off the medication or cycles through the medication on a regular basis. And now she is with a man who is the crazy to her crazy. Thank you for sharing! This means the Adderall has allowed you to keep up a push-push balance, but you are secretly the puller in this relationship. I sleep better, feel better and act better. I had to get over him, and I ended up moving to Seattle, WA with my family after graduation. The best plan is to keep taking it at focus on myself/career and not problems and stay single and advance fast. I can offer him everything I can support him and love him but the bottom line is I can’t make him better I can’t ensure he will never do this to me again. Always posting pictures of him, taking about him, fussing over him, etc. Motivation to clean, energy, even brought her libido back. I am buff and muscular and very sexual, however, alas, my attraction to people is on and off. After this our relationship started to go downhill- he was excelling and I was not, he was getting a lot of attention from other people etc. Sadly, due to such difficulties, sometimes even the most loving partnership can falter. I have so many emotions inside me and I don’t know if its even right for me to be having these emotions because I love and care about him so much. Kindly additionally visit my web site =). So many relationships — between partners with and without attention deficit disorder ( ADHD or ADD) — fall apart after a major violation in trust like an affair. The healthiest, most hopeful mix. It never was a problem for us and there didn’t seem to be dramatic shifts in her behavior because she would just skip it for 1-3 days or so. He wrote his note in 2009 and I want to hear they he has learned to say no to conformity and been gentle with himself. The distractibility, disorganization, and impulsivity characteristic of adult Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD) can negatively impact multiple areas of life, but the symptoms associated with ADHD can be particularly troubling for relationships.. Put simply, the Pursuer/Distancer Effect in a romantic relationship is this: When one person distances (pulls away), it often makes the other person instinctively try to pull them back closer (pursue). When he’s not on them he’s irritable, impatient, distant, lazy, spouts off whatever comes to his head, doesn’t listen, everything is my fault, has very little interest in sex, sleeps all the time and is unaffectionate. It abuses me. That year of pregnancy and divorce was hell and I was such an ASS! Has anyone tried another meds? He was still a good friend, but we would have infrequent encounters, due to the distance and when I saw him he wasn’t taking it. But I was on Adderall for about 5 years and it is the only drug that completely turns you into a “Great,exciting,lively,spontaneous,loving” person for the first few weeks. We drank together constantly at first. I am just giving my perception), Submitted by Mr.E on Sun, 07/24/2016 - 17:06. There are days when I can tell I’m just like whatever, but regardless I will keep busy. After that one month of vyvanse, she had to switch to adderall XR because her insurance didn’t cover the vyvanse. I suddenly became too sad realizing it was just a sham, and he became too overwhelmed with my need to be loved on and such. The Pursuer/Distancer Effect also relates to why confidence and independence can be so attractive (because inpendence is in some ways a willingness to distance), and why smothering and dependence can be so repulsive (too much pursuit makes you want to distance). Making it more difficult to locate the root cause, and to eliminate it. My boyfriend quit cold turkey almost 60 days ago. We got back together in a long distance relationship. Also I had just moved an hour away from our grandparents for financial reasons but I’m willing to make the drive to see them. They were also the first generation of Americans to habitually abuse these prescribed stimulants as “study drugs” well into high school and college (a 2012 review found that the nonmedical use of these pills represent the second most prevalent … We had plans for marriage, children, and a long distance move. Good article, interesting perspective on the dynamics of relationships. he's in his 30's. I felt she was in safe hands, a safe place. If am not mistaking her father is a famous lawyer to almost every rich person in Azerbaijan. I want our future to be as worry-free as possible, and having a adequate amount of money always comes with a sense of security. It almost felt like he was about to pull my script. That’s the approach I’ve been taking and I feel better already. I can never forgive my twin sister even though i have got my love back. He rarely if ever touches me anymore and has no libido. I hope everyone finds it in themselves to get off of this drug and somehow find a natural, more healthy way to live. Thank you so much. I am completely different people on and off the meds. He was great at first, but once we started typical couple arguments and the “honey moon period” was over he couldn’t handle it. I’m fifty seven and Ive began taking adderall mainly for depression for about ten years ago.My boys grew up and moved on and I was missing them terribly. From an article on managing ADHD in children (it kind of bugs me that so much of this kind of info is about children--as if plenty of adults don't have it too! So I contact her and I ask her what going on (this is where I realized something was really wrong). It seems like when she is on the adderall she is actually more attentive to me and seems to show more emotions for me. I wanted my husband to love me outside the bedroom and away from social functions… I wanted to be more than his arm candy. Oh I forgot to mention she often visits psychic shops and they only affects to her ego of being in tune with the universe and being a powerful spiritual being that is above everyone else. Aa. Your significant other will have one of two reactions to all of your Adderall-induced “pushing away/distancing”: either it will make them more attracted to you, or it will be too much and make them wish for somebody who could fulfill their emotional needs a little more. This means you are superpush-pull on Adderall and going to somewhat balance out when you quit. I can’t be indebted 60k without a degree. You’re demanding a lot from this poor boy without adequately considering his perspective. Submitted by kellyj on Sun, 07/24/2016 - 20:51, How long were you on Adderall without going off of it? I can’t be single like at all so i always end up being with women I can treat bad because I get annoyed by them often. I never feel like I can talk to him the right way. We have nothing to talk about. Will I ever be able to forgive myself for feeling these feelings against the one that I have such great love for ? He did not just say it like that he made it seem like it was his fault. He talks incessantly about fantastical plans and ideas and gets hurt and angry if I indicate that I am bored or overwhelmed with the detail he adds to EVERYTHING, or even have to go to the bathroom because he has talked so muc. I felt as if his dual personalities were accentuated by the fact that he didn't take his medicine regularly. So yes the doctor was right. He values our relationship so much more now and we are together now! He has also helped many of my friends to solve many problems and they are all happy now. I decided I wasn’t going to win him back and I realized I had to move om and move far away, I bought my own house and moved 6-hours away. I am going to move on, but I feel so devastated that the love of my life was taken away from me because of a drug. My heart is broken from the brake up and it was hard for me to deal with the fact that she made the choice she did. I am finally my self again!! Junior year, my friends crushed up their pills and left lines in the bathroom … Or, maybe you still won’t be that much more attracted to them. How about some therapy/psychotherapy. He is such a bright and extremely intelligent person…I hate to see someone waste themselves. With ongoing use, signs of Adderall addiction will show up within a person’s decision-making abilities as the drug’s effects cause damage to the brain’s cognitive centers. I need to focus at work and at home I have 3 kids also and a husband all needing my attention. He has control over me . Then fall semester started for her and she started to use it. Then I yell or something or seem in a bad mood and ruin vibes. I want my old self back and I hope in time I’m able to find that person again. User account menu • Adderall relationship. Was this drug ever controlling over him and over me to the point that everything we had was a lie ? But is it really the adderall/meds or my condition? I was so excited for her to be moving back to the Midwest with her fiancee Greg, I had already accepted Greg into our family I saw how he balanced her. He left me, and I don’t know how to move forward. We started arguing a lot, she was very tired, irritable, uncaring.. distant.. She broke it off with me. In the end all you do is ask yourself if you’re crazy or not as you come down and take your sedative to smooth the rest of the day out. Before adderrall I was begging him for affection all the time, I was so lonely. I have no desire to obtain a script. Hey I just wanted to say that you have done an amazing thing by creating this website. What got me rehired? Our divorce was finalized 4 months After I had our baby, It was so painful – I would’t wish that amount of pain on my worst enemy! What do you want more? My other half I have been with for 14 years take adderall and he will search porn sites and tries tell me that he has found me in them and that I have a whole bunch of social media things that I don’t have. I know you want to help him, but it sounds like you also want to control him in a way you don’t even understand. I could not believe this because i have really been scammed and ripped off too many times for me to just believe till it works. He built such a pretty picture of us actually having a future together, and he talked about it quite often. My son has ADHD and jumping on the rebounder helps him a lot. and the more i tried the more he hated me. They will (properly) associate your withdrawal symptoms with your commitment and love for them. When he becomes distant it is hard to not feel disconnected with him. She booked an emergency appointment with her psychiatrist and got prescribed 15 mg XR and that’s when everything fell apart. I began reading about ADD and could not believe all the things that were me. Everyone, including myself, need to learn more about themselves and seize ignoring what’s happening in their lives. Knowing everyone else shares these common experiences just confirms that adderall is the culprit. She then viciously responded with telling me she was on a spiritual journey, and I didn’t understand. Will he ever come back to me? Thanks for your comment. I don't obsess about food anymore and I love to walk. And when I have approached her about all of this she tells me the same thing. So eventually she started back taking it shortly after the semester started.. Then suddenly she was easier to get along with. The old me would be too lazy and goofy to focus on playing with legos but instead be rolling around on my bed hugging my girlfriend with giddiness. I later found out it was because I was completely ignoring her. Perfect to work on my ego for others to accept my person? revelation- I can second pretty much everything he said. I’m not happy, but I’m not sad either. com as you will get help from him without any disappointment. When it wears off she is clingy. I confronted him and he told me the truth about what happened. I’ve thought about talking to his doctor to see if there’s anything else he can take. I have now had to get used to not knowing exactly what personality I am going to be spending time with, but I have to admit, I have grown somewhat fond of the situation. I get it, they’re busy. I want T to scream NO at the top of his lungs. Before our relationship really blossomed, I was so ignorant to the effects of it, but over time and being with him, I get to see both sides. I hope he can get back to being the fun and loving person he used to be and I wish we could continue on our life together but I know for now he just needs to focus on being free and himself again. That’s a very slippery slope into an OCD-like abuse spiral (Do I still feel it?! Probably because I work and work and work and enjoy doing what everyone else around me doesn’t. I walk on egg shells. I’ve lived out of state before on a two year assignment. I used to only take 30 but now I pop an extra 10 and another 10 when I feel like it. I’ve taken the approach of giving him space (but I made it known to him that I’m here to talk and be there for hik, but would give him space until he’s up for that) so I don’t crowd him. There is a lot of good information out there on all this stuff and not taking my (or anyone else's word for it) and researching it and educating yourself is part of the recomended treatment anyway. It makes me nice, calm and stable and helps a bit with the stimulant side off adderall. & also all of your stories are all very sad but great to read – thank you. Before adderrall I was begging him for affection all the time, I was so lonely. I have volumes of information on this as I tried to solve this problem for years, I know a very famous and brillian man who is around 70, I cannot say his name because he is a huge name. I had no clue what was going on until a month after he came back from United Kingdom.He proceeded to see both her and I until I caught him testing her one night. Anyway, I’m going to study abroad soon (which, by the way, makes taking the medication a very difficult endeavor), and the relationship is probably not going to continue during my time there. This varies from person to person. She was very verbal and emotionally crippling.. My feelings for him are far too great to leave him hanging. So she was slowly losing her mind due to not sleeping and being lead down a different thought path by this man. Her leaving would always lower my self confidence each time it would happen. About one or two months ago, my boyfriend started taking Adderall. Don’t be afraid to be your selves. Because when she met me I was charismatic, outgoing, a bit hyper/obnoxious. com} note, do not space this email address when contacting him…….. My name is Kathy Gilbert from United States My boyfriend and I were happy as far as I could tell and I never thought that we would break up. Abuse is abuse, it takes different forms, but derives from the same progenitor. I don’t abuse or sell it. He just hasn’t come back to the relationship. I was losing it and i fell into depression. If you watch this video, Sandrine Thuret, a neural stem cell researcher... explains the function of exercise and diet in combination with reducing or eliminating other factors in that inhibit or prevent this process in the brain. She expressed her fear of the drug to me however I told her it’d be okay, I was on the same drug for my ADHD and it was working well for me (however I took stimulants on a daily basis such as caffeine in large quantities because I work nights) and I was able to cut down on the amount of caffeine I was taking because the Adderall helped keep me alert. I just don’t know what to do. I wish she would read about ADD and maybe things would make more sense. I think he has been taking adderall for over ten years. I’ve tried before but this time I think I pulled it off well. When the med tapers off she feels very anxious and hates the way she feels without it. I was living in an emotionless relationship and up until soberness hit- I was okay with it because I was too busy in my own little world. I felt like I was reading my own handwriting as I read your post! I feel hurt and ignored when I haven’t done anything to deserve it.I’m trying to be understanding and not be selfish… but it’s hard. I have no goals, no dreams, no desires. LOL (that was humor...just so you know) I can still just as annoying even with treatment.lol. Does anyone else feel the same espxperiene ? My biggest fear is addiction to any pill. Fastf forward 4 years and I am 22 years old living in Seattle still and my ex and I start talking again. He said he didn’t like how he was treating me, and felt like there was nothing he could do about it. We loved each other like crazy. I don’t expect a solution to come easy, but this website has really gotten me thinking about what I can do to deal with this medication and perhaps eventually get off of it. When we met in person, we even had more in common our dream of sailing the world. I only say this under the assumption that you are incredibly close to graduating already. It's easy to stay numb or enjoy this new feeling. I mean i only found out the day he told me was no longer want to be with me that he was in love with my twin sister and he has been cheating on me with her. It has helped me become who I am. I do love you and love paying attention to you. I am in love with someone who abuses Adderall. Am I selfish, or selfless, for taking Adderall? I privately messaged my cousin, I told her I did not like this guy, I could tell he was a bad person and I could not handle what he was doing to her. Close Relationships Community 6.41k Members Adderall Jamiejane123. I am so funny again, and poetic and cuter maybe haha =). Good page. It may take a couple of years, but you’ll be surprised how close you can get. All since taking adderall. Cause I knew I didn’t want to be with her permanently and I knew how bad she was for me. I value the few friends I have and those relationships are deep and meaningful. I take it and get consumed in what I’m doing. She was going to help me get a job in her father law firm before she broke up with me because she was going to marry one of her father client. Personally, I hate being off of them as much as I hate being dependent on them. Now, I spend a lot of time alone reading and at work. There are many on this forum who would only wish their spouses would volunteer to do this on their own who simply refuse to even discuss it or do anything about it at all. Fast forward to right now. I don’t want me and him to end up like majority of the other commenters here…Split up by Adderall. he wouldn’t text me outside of our face to face meetings. Submitted by [email protected] on Mon, 08/08/2016 - 09:04. Do you want the same results? She has awoken. Supposedly, she takes this adderall with prozac.. She hates me asking her if she is taking her meds.. Last time i asked, she told me she was still on the prozac but stopped the adderal. I take the medication in the morning and I almost feel nothing for her. If they did know your full situation, what do you think they would tell you? I just wish the fixation on my eating habits would end. she took these drugs with no presription and didnt need these drugs to finish school , cause she was smart enough to do it on her own. I feel like I’m nothing without him. Don’t be afraid yo step back or away. I should have said something sooner about the adderall but I guess I never thought it was that much to blame. It literally only took me three weeks at most to realize I was living a life of a sad person because I was too busy being drugged to realize I was living with the wrong person. It truly is the magical drug. Like honestly my main purpose for writing this was to let those out there know that other comment about METODO on the internet is really cos here i am tell you my story it can get anymore real than it is already. I know it is poisoning him…I just want to help him. 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